Where does all the time go?

I don't think that I'm a wasteful person. I certainly do not waste time. Or do I? It seems I haven't blogged in forever, and I haven't seen some of my friends forever, but I guess that's what you get when you are in school, work full time, and have a four year old. Or, quite possibly, I've turned into a homebody.

Either way right now I have a migraine from nowhere, I hate my job still, and Jayk is mid-career change. (Everyone cross your fingers, he had an interview Monday at North Charleston Fire Department.) Maybe part of me is jealous he is almost to a career he loves and all I can see is that I'm stuck at a job I hate with a passion for at least the next two years. I would rather be unemployed right now and a stay at home mom going to school and working part time but I know that financially, there is no way I can do that. God I hate this shit.

Oh, and then there's school. I'm in another math class that is royally kicking my ass. I can't get algebra. Stupid I know, but I am math retarded. I can do a problem over and over again but none of it is retained in my right sided thinking brain. (Not sure if that made sense, but I'm working with a migraine here.)

On a positive note, I am going to Boston from 3/27/08-3/30/08 to visit my best friend and to attend her baby shower. I haven't seen her in almost 2 years, and better I get to see her family I used to live with as a teen that I haven't seen in like 10+ years. 28 days. 28 days and I get a mini-vacation.

162 days and I go home for a week with my men! I found killer ticket prices $230 round trip from Charlotte, NC to Minneapolis. God I can't wait to get home. Maybe I can convince Jayk to start job hunting up there soon. By next tax time and bonus I could use both and get the fuck out of dodge. We'll see.

My son starts kindergarten this year and I really don't want him in schools down here past 1st or 2nd grade. Check out where SC finishes education wise here www.sc.gov go to department of education and play around a bit. The statistics are disgusting.

In the words of Ani DiFranco, "So anyway..um..uh..yea." That's pretty much it for me.

I hate...

Two strong words..I hate. But I do. I hate that I just got over a god damned (sorry if I offended anyone) sinus infection, and now have the fucking flu. Off to break my fever, sorry just had to vent.